My Revelation

I have realized that for the last year and a half i have had countless misfortunate events occur in my life. I always pondered why i must go through such perill. I feel that i am a good person, do good things. Why would I be targeted by this evil. Well i once thought it was God testing me, which i now know it is, but not for the reason i thought. I thought that for giving me such a cushy life, he was constantly putting obsticles to balance things out. NO, this isn't y, i was naive to think so. God has indeed blessed me with the things i have, but he is not testing me in that way, but in a way that he knows i can handle and that will make me stronger. I now see that and realize that i havent been steeping up to the plate. I am ready and have matured enough to realize this and this is my stepping up to the plate and hitting a homerun.